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Saturday, June 30, 2007

nth tuh type.
one thing onlie.
todae's maarilyn's burfdae.
okae.
done.
buhhbyes.
erm wait!
err.. forget it.
urh wudevas.
buhhbyes.
BUHHBUYE.

what we could have been, 8:47 PM.
Friday, June 29, 2007

dun feel lyk typing lehs.
maybe jus type one thing.
ers. make dat 2.
jus nw went to see datt "famous" storie
sadly, ii hav tuh admit it's touching.
u WIN, sees xu ang.
but e storie's damn long.

den todae osho went tuh jurong e.
took neos wif xy andd shuyi.
we used e new machine.
omqomqomqomqomq.
it's damn ugly!!
a few words of warning.
DUNCH EVER TRY NEW MACHINES!!!
grrr.
h8 my face sias.
wlaos.
think osh0 angry.
sian.

what we could have been, 8:05 PM.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007

whoa.. lonng loong time no post. ii realise. wudevax. ii am crazy over weixiao pasta :) ii realise dat wheneva ii feelinqq upset over sth, ii jus listen to xiao
wu guii, den ii would endd up smilinqq. maybe when ii listen tuh e sonqq, i'm reminded of e show andd how he qun composed e song fer xiao shi andd maybe all the funny andd romantic parts andd ii reallie LOVE it. ii dunnnoe whiie, but ii jus hav datt feelinqq. if u hav been addicted tuh a show bfore den maybe one of u might understand e feelinqq. it's jus.... undescribable. mayb ii jus love e plot. or rather e pple :) ii reallie reallie reallie wish datt next time when ii grow up, ii will hav such a kind of life, full of romance, laughter andd warmth. ii might be too younqq tuh understand e feelinqq, how pple fall in love andd so on, but ii believe ii will in e future. ohh yes, ii jus' noe ii will. believe. even if ii don't, [ choi choi choi choi choi!]

zhi yao xiao yi xiao, mei shen me shi qing guo bu liao de. haha.. :)

what we could have been, 8:23 PM.
Thursday, June 21, 2007

woots!
ii lurve wei xiao pasta!
a bit chi dun huh.
but nvrmind (:
ii lurve it now!!!
hated it previously,
but lurve it now!!!
x3333333333333
(:
anywaes todae is muh sis burfdae.
cannot celebrate wif her.
she's IN new york.
siann.
she'll be shoppinqq her head off man!!
hope hope hope HOPE she buys sth nice fer me.
nono,
one full sack of thinqqs!!
dhe sack mus be as big as santa claus'

YANG HUIHUI. HAPPIE BURFDAE!!
HAPPIE [OPPS. CONFIDENTIAL II THINK] BURFDAE.
WUDEVA. YOU'RE ONE YEAR OLDER!
GETTING WRINKLES? XD

what we could have been, 6:02 PM.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007

ii love dhem. thx fer beinqq so sweet!!
nth else.
ii wanna make this long.
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yeah. DONE. buhhbyes.

what we could have been, 2:50 PM.
Monday, June 18, 2007

todae,
woke up.
felt sick. went to school stui.
missed my frwens.
but den my whole body was achinqq.
could not concentrate.
so in dhe end ii onlie attended half-day school.
went tuh hlp my sis and frwen do ic.
ii was feelin weak. too weak to walk.
so ii stayed in dhe car. it turned out to be pretty fast.
1 hr actually.
den went to see doc.
my aunt help me take a number.
41.
dammit.
when ii went dhere it was 33.
ii sat and waited.
waited. wAITED waited waited.
agn and agn.
1hr ltr finally went in.
for dhe ferrs time in my life see doc so long!!
andd ii 10.30 got out of sch, 1pm see doc.
"fantastic. ii relish it."
dammit dammit.
den take medicine. dhe pills are BIG.
henqq stui can swallow.
den ii ate and slp,
ate andd slp.
no appetite sia. slpt from 3(ii tink) to 7plus.
reallie pig.
den went to do hw.
now as ii tink baqq,
ii realised dhe 3 meals ii ate todae did not even add up to my 1 meal normally.
breakfast=> one cup water, 1 pinch of kui.
lunch=> a few mouths of chicken rice. maybe 3-4?
dinner=> 5-6 small mouths of maggie. less than1/4 of it.
maybe to some pple is alot but to me is little. ii till now stui damn full.
wudeva.
su-possed tuh be slping now.
dun want.
so earlie. wanna me die?
hais.
not in dhe mood tuh do anything.
but tomolo most probably ii will be goinqq sch.
hope i'll feel better by tomorrow.
wish me a speedy recovery :)

what we could have been, 10:24 PM.
Saturday, June 16, 2007

pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.
ii finally chnged dhe skin.
*cheers*!!!
gettinqq sick sia
ii see dhe previous skin ii wanna faint,
do u?
urh wudeva.
anywae ii won't be postinqq datt much animore
cos of Stress, StresS, STRESS.
left a few months onlie sehhs.
one month plus to start of prelim, actually.
ii tell u sOoN ii'm gonna become a nerd!

what we could have been, 4:29 PM.
Friday, June 08, 2007

WARNING. DHE FOLLOWING IS ABT MY TRIP TO CHINA IT MIGHT BE qUITE BORING SHO U CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ IT. DUN SAE II NV WARN!!
heyhey.
ii'm back from china. it's n0rtt as bad as ii thot it would be.ii miss datt place actually. n0rtt datt place sorry. it's myye relatives. ii think ii forgot to tell u all. ii went dhere to actually witness a weddinqq. dhere quite fun osho. but hor, ii dunnoe how to speak teochew!! henqq henqq henqq dey noe how to speak chinese. -.- ii mus reallie improve on mye teochew. if not ii foreva canot converse wif my ahma. hais. dhe first dae ii went dhere hor, we mus sit a 3hr car ride. haiyos. sian sia. ii stui rmb ii tokinqq to my cousin den ii think ii was sayinqq : shanghai beri scary or sth den suddenly dhe driver( relative) sae " why?" den ii sae huh? how ii noe? buddden he started tokinqq to dunnoe hu. den ii realised he was tokinqq on dhe phone den wei to them is why. wth lor. my mum and cousin laugh like siao luhh!! futher on dhe dae ii realised datt dheir hello can be "why" "what" "wei" and manie manie more. -.- andd dheir weddinqq dinner!! haiyo! my cousin andd ii wear still lyk damn long zhong den in dhe end jus wear one t-shirt and pants osho can. diu si ren lerhh. DEY ANYHOW WEAR DE LOR. how dhe hell ii noe. singapore whr g0rtt lidat de. andd dhe hospital. dhe toilet CANNOT MAKE IT. actually dhe whole hospital cannot make it dey do operation outside dhe room de. ii WANNA PUKE MAN. !@#$%^&*(). dey osho anyhow throw rubbish. all of it is reallie totally rubbish. so UNhygenic luhh. u mus be wnderinqq ii go hospital fer wud. my father wanna see his neck cos all dhe long his neck gortt prob denm he wanna see whrther dhere got any cure an0rtt. den after datt we go see zhong yi. SHO DAMN HOT. HAVEN'T DEY HEARD OF ANYTHING CALLED AIRCON? den in dhe end mus put somethinqq on his neck fer three days three nites.den now gortt pus got green green de.. EWWWWWWW. so damn disgustinqq. anywae, ii finally g0rtt a rich relative!! and sho damn rich somemoree. ii dunnoe how to explain but if u go dhere u comfirm sae she ish damn fuckinqq rich. okae, now abt dhe food. all meals all dhe same de. no rice osho. sian sian sian. andd dey eat live food!! ii stui can see dhe lobster dhe head dhe inside stui movinqq. den de jus eat. ddiiisssscccuussttiiinnqqqq. and dhe prawn dey serve in dhe bowl. dey sae is live so mye mum andd ii went to take a closer look den suddnly dey jump!!! my mummie and ii jump osho luhh. denn ii kik untilll dhe table den my leg damn painnnnn. den dey stui laugh somemore. beri funnie mehh? xia si ren luhh. dheir karaoke ish damn big lehhs. andd damn cheap. datt was dhe first day ii went to dhe karaoke luhh. dhe 2nd time was scary..
actually we were shoppinqq. den my parents dun let us go shop cos my cousins dhere didn't go dhe first time andd dey wanna go so my cousin andd ii had to follow dem. datt's sad. but dey had to leave after a while as dey had sch dhe next dae. we were left wif our a gus'. which is uncles. not long after datt another a gu which ii nv see bfore brought a woman in. dhe first look ii saw her ii knew she was a slut and bitch. dey started drinkinqq beer. ii didn't belonqq to myself anymore. ii felt a kind a feelinqq which is undescribable. den she suddenly she puked. discustinqq. she went to dhe toilet andd den when she came out dey started slurppinqq beer gain. felt like slappinqq her face. den after datt ii dun care ii went to select songs wif my cousin. den after a while dey close all dhe lights left disco lights den ii thot dey wanted to dance u see. den ii turned baqq. ii knew whiie now. dhe slut was kissinqq wif one of my uncles. a married one. ii felt so sorrie fer my aunty. andd dhe surprisinqq thinqq was, dhe gurl was on top and dhe guy was below. ii thot it was supposed to be dhe other way round. wudeva. andd dey were lyinqq on dhe sofa. she was like a prostitute sia. dey were almost like doinqq it on dhe sofa. ii was thinkinqq " if dey wanted to make out, why not get out of this place?" ii tried hard not to stare. den when dey stopped. we left. but we didnt go baqq to dhe hotel. ii realised my cousin asked dem to brinqq her to a disco. so we went. ii dunnoe whrther can go in anot lehh. ii mean, ii'm 12, okae 13 dhere. den my uncle told me after 10pm dhe police didn't care anymore. dey didn't check. wlao dhe music was blastinqq. ii couldn't even hear myself. den paikia( one of dhe nickname of my uncle) ask my cousin whrther she wanted to dance. she looked at me andd politely declined. henqq. thank gawd. ii don't wan to be left alone. after quite awhile we went into a room, a karaoke room dhere, andd ii saw manie pple ii dun even noe. -.- den paikia sae all is his xiao di and xiao mei. den he is dhe da ge. dey all carry guns, knifes, andd bombs. dey scared dhe bloody hell out of me. after all, ii was stui carryinqq a heart of a 12 year old though ii looked biqq outside. cos to dem ii am damn biqq cos dheir size all damn small de. my size was of a 16 year old to them ii think. andd den over dhere any age can smoke, drink beer, and wudeva de. of cos ii didn't do any of datt. we went baqq to dhe hotel abt 2 plus ii think. if n0rtt my mum will kill me. -- henqq she didn't find out. henqq henqq henqq.
ii got one a gu 2 months younger den me. (: my lao gu ( his daddie) is 1 year younger den my mum. weird rite. my mum's uncle is younger than her. l0ls. except fer dh ose scary relatives, ii loved all of dhem. ii felt sad to leave dhere. ii almost cried. my mum andd cousin and ah ma cried. my eyes red onlie. my so called closer cousins dhere cried too. ii took foto wif everyone of dhem. didnt wan to forget dhem. missinqq dhem now. hope dhey will keep dheir promise andd come to singqpore soon. hopinqq and hopinqq, datt my wish will come true.

what we could have been, 1:15 PM.

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