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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

AH. I'M SUPER PISSED WITH SHUYI'S TAGBOARD.
THERE IS SOMETHING VERY WRONG WITH IT OKAY. AND EVERYTHING COMES OUT WRONG MAN.
I SOUND LIKE I'M SCOLDING HER OR SOMETHING. HER. TAGBOARD. IS. SCREWED. OKAY, MAYBE IT'S MY LAPTOP, BUT IT'S STILL SCREWED OKAY. PUIJENG'S ONE'S SO MUCH SO MUCH HEALTHIER THAN HERS :D XY'S ONE'S NOT HEALTHY TOO- HERS IS WAAAAY TO SMALL.
OKAY, BACK TO THE POINT. IT'S LIKE, I WANTED TO TYPE:
"THERE IS A SERIOUS PROBLEM WITH YOUR TAGBOARD."
AND IT COMES OUT LIKE SHITE,
"TS RSPBWH YU TOD."
SO I HAD TO RETYPE EVERYTHING AGAIN. LIKE, I SPENT 1/2HR THERE TYPING WHAT I WANTED TO SAY. AND THE LIST'S INCREDIBLY LONG TODAY YO.

ANYWAY, PUIJENG I LOVE YOU! :D
ILY TOO CHUA SHU YI ;D (but still, screw your tagboard! -.-)

what we could have been, 11:04 PM.
Sunday, July 27, 2008

PESTA SUKAN! :D
All we need, is a little hiongness and confidence, ;DDD
WE BEAT COMMONWEALTH! WE BEAT NANHUA! WE GOT THIRD!
OKAY WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL OKAY. AND SINYI CRIED! :DD HAHAHAH
OKAY, ALL OF US CRIED. LIKE ASDFGFDSASDFGFDS WE WERE SUPER HAPPY OKAY.!

WE WON ALL THE MATCHES IN THE FIRST ROUND,
AND JUST WHEN WE WERE ABOUT TO GO HOME AFTER LOSING OUR FINAL MATCH IN THE 2ND ROUND, MRS KHOO RAN AND SAID: "GIRLS, I GOT GOOD NEWS."
AT FIRST I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO SAY IT WAS NOT THE FINAL MATCH, AND WE WILL CONTINUE PLAYING. I WAS CARRYING A BIT OF HOPE. BUT IN THE END, IT WAS: "YOU GOT 3RD! YOU ARE GOING TO GET YOUR MEDALS!"
I STUNNED THERE ABIT, THEN I JUST CRIED. LIKE ZOMG. WE GOT THIRDDDDDDD! :D
NOW IT'S JUST UP TO OUR SENIORS IN THEIR SECOND ROUND. GOGOGO SENIORS! YOU CAN DO IT! :D GO RVNB! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD





Went to joyce's birthday party after that.
YOU ARE OFFICIALLY A TEEN MANZXC. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

what we could have been, 9:00 PM.
Friday, July 25, 2008

SORE THROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.
AND IT'S ABNORMAL. IT GETS NORMAL AT ONE POINT THEN GOES SUPER LOW AGAIN AT ANOTHER POINT. WHAT'S THE PROBLEM MANZXC.! HAHAHAHAH. I LOVE CAMP! :D ITS GOOD TO ZIHIGH WITH A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I DONT KNOW. ITS VERY HEALTHY TO SCREAM FOR NO GOOD REASON. THIS EXPLAINS MY SORE THOAT :D HEEEE. I THINK 1A ROCKS YO. WE CAN LIKE, CHOREOGRAPH OUR PERFORMANCE AT LIKE THE SUPER LAST MINUTE AND GET IT RIGHT. AND I FOUND OUT A LOT OF THINGS.
1. CURRY SAUCE HAS A SPLIT PERSONALITY
2. JOYCE IS SUPER SICK
3. GENEVIEVE LOVES TO SHAKE HER UPPER BODY
4. I CAN ZIHIGH
5. 1A CAN GET SUPER LOUD
6. MR CHUA IS A JKB.
7. WEILIN CAN LAUGH LIKE SHITZXC
8. YUELING CAN GET HIGH WITH ME :D
YAY I LOVE CAMP :D
AND CAPTAIN'S BALL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH CHICKEN! IT STILL FEELS LIKE A LIVING THING OKAY. BUT STILL, IT'S SUPER POOR THING. DIE ALREADY STILL MUST GIVE US THROW LIKE SHITZXC AND GET IT'S ARMS AND HEAD BROKEN OFF. SERIOUSLY I DIDNT DARE TO TOUCH IT AT FIRST. IN THE END I JUST, "WAH HECK!" AND I DROVE FOR IT(AND YEAH TOUCHED IT'S INSIDES). THERE'S BLOOD SPLATTERED ON MY ARM OKAY. AND THE LIQUID KIND OF STUFF SPILLED OVER MY PANTS. GROSS, BUT I LIKE IT :D
GET HIGH PEOPLE! :D

PESTA SUKAN, LET'S GO FOR IT TEAM!

what we could have been, 11:19 PM.
Sunday, July 20, 2008

crapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrap.
Why does everyone always get the new stuff? LIKE NICOLE LIM AND HER WATCH. ahh. i knew life was unfair, but i didnt know it was till this extent D: i cant find my bag and pe shirt and my forms. dammit, whatever it is. i totally dont feel any thrill in going back to school. that life sucks. and suddenly i'm not that keen into trainings anymore. CAN LIFE GET ANY WORSE?
"apparently yes, cause i'm stuck with more homework from my tuition teacher at home and a suckish mood and a bad temper and finding fault with almost everything." GREAT.
YES, I FEEL ABSOLUTELY GREAT. before i know it, my life is going to crumble.

my weight doesnt appeal to me either.
"mum, i wish my tummy was this small. (i sucked my stomache in)"
"yeah, like your brother. (she was sighing pinching her stomache, too)"
DANG. IT DOES NOT HELP HAVING A MOTHER SHARING THE SAME FATE AS YOU.

i dont want to be the good guy anymore. it sucks having smses that always only ask you what's going to happen tmrw, what to bring, and shit stuff.

i feel like crap, shitto.

what we could have been, 10:05 PM.
Saturday, July 19, 2008

I feel very, out of place

what we could have been, 4:10 PM.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I wanna go on long hiatus.
I'm just too lazy to switch on the laptop. And my eyes just click shut when i hit the bed. I need to sleeeeeeeep. And my mind is totally off. I'm still crazy over the twilight stuff. Just finished new moon. Speaking of off, i am seriously off during training. "CHRISTABEL, YOU'VE GOT TO LOOK AT THE BALL!" Perfect. I got a surprisingly good mood coach back to the evil side of emotions. Dang. "UTTER DAMNATION." Yes, this is what i mean. And, being a bookworm is worse than i thought. Cause i'm being compared to her. Thanks to the girl sitting beside me who constantly reminds me of this fact. So i'm going to stop bringing the storybook to school(though it's only my first time bringing *roll eye*).

And yes, i'm happy about the fact that i passed my flu to 8 people. 7 from my team, and 1 is from the seat beside me. I'm infectious, so STAY AWAY :D

what we could have been, 11:03 PM.
Sunday, July 13, 2008

I love you dad.
I love you team.

Thanks a huge load for driving me over so far when you didnt even know the way there and stayed there with me when(i thought) no one was there. Thanks for wanting to stay there. Thanks for trying to console me(although you fail at consoling; i got my genes from you) when you knew i lost my match. Thanks for wanting to be present.

Thanks for the comforting words team! I know we could have done better but really, we have done well :D all of us had fought to the last. It was a seriously close match. We still have a lot more chances to get our medals and remember our zhao pai hua: "ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE" :D We will beat them someday! I know words cant really express everything i want to say but i know our spirit lives on forever :D rvnb rock big time.

what we could have been, 9:53 PM.
Friday, July 11, 2008

TOMORROW.
(It's funny how i always say tomorrow huh?) Tomorrow, is the day, where we will play our final match. Tomorrow, is the day we will thrash them(gulp, maybe just win yeah?). Tomorrow, is the day where we will bring back our medals. TOMORROW, IS THE DAY I LOVE MY DAD :DDDD it's his birthday, and he's fetching me to tpsh. hahahahahahahah. YEAH. NO MORE BUSES AND MRTS. but too bad both of them doesnt want to watch my match. ahh. BUT AS LONG AS I HAVE 1st CLASS TRANSPORT, IDCCCCCC :D

hahah,.
ILOVETWILIGHT! :D it was alien to me 2 days ago. it's like i've never even heard of it before. When my sis forced me to read, i realised the whole of rv is reading it. hahah, weird. ANW, YESZXCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC! YUYAN'S GOING TO LEND ME NEW MOON :D I CANT WAIT FOR THE MOVIEEE(though edward is cedric diggory D:). IT'S SUPER NICEE. I LIKE THE CHORUS OF THIS SONG(sounds a bit like phantom of the opera yeah, hahahah)


Time is running out - Muse


I'm having serious muscle aches. I DECLARE THAT I HATE KRUNCHES/CRUNCHES (whatever).! THEY SUCK YO. and, my muscles in my thigh really ache. And i'm having a stupid stupid cold. I SWEAR I'M GOING TO BRING A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER TO TPSH TMRW. IT JUST KEEPS COMING OUT LIKE WATER. I FEEL SICCCCCCCCCCK D:

and letters! hahahah i'm getting quite addcited to it. esp writing during boring lessons. it keeps my mind off the droning going on in the classroom.

MEDAL MEDAL HERE I COME :D

what we could have been, 10:04 PM.
Monday, July 07, 2008

8 months. that's how long it has been.
time passes so fast when you dont realise it. going over to pray later, and god, hope he's alright up there. and her too. can you imagine, sometimes i'm even afraid to go into her room late at night. i miss her dearly, though sometimes i would laugh at myself when i shout out i'm home, then realise she's not here anymore. i had a dream about her, but it was when she was gone. i wish she would talk to me in my dreams. she has appeared in almost everyone's dream except for mine. why wouldnt she talk to me? sometimes at night, i try to think of her so much just with the hope of seeing her when i'm asleep. yet i'm afraid of meeting her in the empty room. funny how things work huh? when she was still living, i wouldnt even give a damn in accompaning her. now that she's gone, the whole house seems so quiet everyday. i miss her scoldings. i miss her naggings. i even miss her waking me up so early in the morning. why didnt i cherish the little time we had together? if... if only there's such thing as if. everything would have been fine then. i miss you dearly, ah ma.

what we could have been, 12:58 PM.
Friday, July 04, 2008

MAGGIE MEE! :D

haha i'm eating and typing at the same time :D i miss maggieeee. Havent had it in a long time. MY DINNEER ;D



you know, actually i had a lot to write for today.

but yeah, i forgot everything i wanted to say D:

what we could have been, 10:09 PM.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008

AHAH! I'M FEELING SUPER HIGHH NOW. AND IDK WHY. CAUSE I WAS LIKE SUPER SIAN JUST NOW. AHHH. COMMONWEALTH. ACTUALLY WHEN I SAW OUR POINTS STAYING PUT AND THEIRS INCREASING I WAS THINKING:"I AM SO-OH SO GOING TO SCREAM AT JOANNE YANG." THEN IN THE END WHEN I GOT HOME I COMPLAINED TO HER INSTEAD. HOW HER STUPID SCHOOL SENT THE SENIORS OUT AND NOT JUNIORS. SUPRISINGLY(MIRACLE!), SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING. SHE JUST SAT THERE AND LOOKED AT ME AND SAID:"ORH." IT'S LIKE I'M COMPLAINING LIKE SHITZXC AND SHE JUST LISTENED TO ME. OUT OF THE ORDINARY YEAH.

ANW TODAY IT RAINED. THEN THE SENIORS CAME INTO THE SHELTER. LIKE, WOW. I COULDNT LEAVE BECAUSE OF THE RAIN. THEN THEY SAT IN 2 STRAIGHT ROWS. AND SUPER NEAT. AND ALL SIT IN SAME POSE(LIKE POSING FOR PICTURE :D). THEN FACED OUTSIDE.(YES MY DIRECTION!) AHH THEN I PULLED WEILIN'S SLEEVE. THEN WE QUICKLY TURNED OUTSIDE. IT'S LIKE, SUPER INTIMIDATING OH KAY! I'LL RATHER BE DRENCHED BY THE RAIN THAN HAVE THEM STARE. SCAAARY.

AND HAHA, I'M PLAYING THE STUPID FOOL'S GAME AGAIN. ALL BECAUSE OF YUELING(BE HONOURED!). HAHAHAH :D

GO TEAM YOU CAN DO IT. GET AT LEAST TOP 3! ;D I KNOW WE CAN.

what we could have been, 10:32 PM.

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