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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

[Pui Jeng] (: says:
hey go my blog
[Pui Jeng] (: says:
n read my post now
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
okayyy (:
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
lol
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
wah dang long
[Pui Jeng] (: says:
haha last part
[Pui Jeng] (: says:
if u dun want to read the top

Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
RAH PUiJENG
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
YOU SABO ME
[Pui Jeng] (: says:
haha
[Pui Jeng] (: says:
tat's cos' i liek u
[Pui Jeng] (: says:
n i miss u
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
lol
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
okay
Christabel loves to eat and sleep ツ says:
you're forgiven

RAWR PUIJENG! SABOER. LOL. But i shall be a nice person and do this quiz (:

QN1: At what age do u wish to marry.
ANS: uh. Wait for me to grow up.

QN2: Do you love yourself for who you are?
ANS: Um. Maybe, maybe not.

QN3: Are u happy with ur current life?
ANS: Hmm. Can say okay. Maybe not so happy. Yet maybe happy. LOL. I'm very indecisive ;D

QN4: what super power would u have if u had one?
ANS: The power to get everything i want ;DD

QN5: if u can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
ANS: It depends. See what i'm into at that time ;x

QN6: When do you think is the right time to judge someone?
ANS: Uh. Uh. Uh. When that person isnt listening? This sounds like gossip OO

QN7: what are u afraid to lose most now?
ANS: Friends. Family. (always in fact)

QN8: how do u find yourself?a friendly person?
ANS: I think i'm retarded.

QN9: If u meet someone tt u love, would u confess to him?
ANS: YEA PUIJENG. SAME ANS AS YOU. Wait until it happens & you'll know.

QN10: how would u spend your 2oo bucks if u had to?
ANS: Clothes; gifts.

QN11: what requirements tt u wish from your other half?
ANS: Trust. Sincerity. Understandibility(?).

QN12: Do u prefer elmo or cookie monster?
ANS: Cookie Monster! ;D
Actually idk. I just like cookies ;x

QN13: do u prefer sleeping or eating?
ANS: Uh this is one hard question. Sleeping maybe.

QN14: would u rather be alone than in a group?
ANS: At times, yea. When i want to figure out many things in my mind.

QN15: what do you think is the most important thing in ur life?
ANS: Family & friends (:

QN16: if u get a billion dollars where would u want it to come from?
ANS: Earned it by myself.

QNS17: at this point of time, would u rather stay in ur comfort zone or try something new?
ANS: Something new.

QN18: what kind of fren would u wanna be in ur fren's eyes?
ANS: Can be trusted, lovable, reliable, fun to hang out with

QN19: If u had a chance what part of ur character would u wanna change?
ANS: Sensitiveness. (Sensitivity?)

QN20: if u had the freedom, what would u do?
ANS: Go for what i really love.

instructions: Chamge one question above, make it a total of 20 questions. then tag eight people in a list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their tagboard that she/he is the lucky one chosen by you. whoever does the tag will have blessing from all.

& th lucky people are:

1- Shuyi
2- Xuanying
3- Esther
4- Joycelyn
5- Huiting
6- Yueling
7- Aeres
8- Clarissa

Wheeeeee ;D I'm done man! Finally. Shall tag them another day. I dont think clar will do it. AHAAH. You have to. I'm done here. BYEBYE :D

what we could have been, 11:12 PM.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Today was. erm. ah just read this post and you'll know ;DD
Went to school in the morn. The people going down 51 was cut by half.
Went to morn assembly. Felt so exposed. Beside our class there was a sec 4 senior,
laughing at herself and looking lost. LMAO. She was in a sea of nothingness.
ALL the sec threes and fours chose not to come to school, and apparently she was the only one on the right who came. Her expression was SUPER funny. Okay now i'm being mean. oh, this reminds me. A man carrying a saw (yea, a saw) came up the bus in the morn. He wanted to sit opposite me. Realising what he was doing ( he wanted my life), he immediately sat beside me instead. And he turned the air con down on himself. And apparently he put on deodorant and he smelled weird. So throughout the whole ride i was sniffing weird deodorant and somehow a shitty kind of smell. URGH.
It was downright nauseating. I quickly ran down the bus (like, duh?). I KNOW I'M MEAN .__.

Then, during assembly. The assembly made my day. We went down at 7.25am and went back up at 7.35am. NO TALKS! I was dang happy. You could imagine i had a SUPEEER BIG GRIN on my face. Srsly I dont know how the seniors survived. Four months of this kind of talk every morning and trust me, it's enough. But the rest of the day dragged on slowllly. Like, why we cant self-study too? (more like slacking) But srsly we dont have time to revise. Fri's start of MYE. Havent actually really started revising. My head's getting big enough as it is. I hate HUMANITIES. And the stupid timetable put four (urgh) subjects consecutively one day after another. Like wtfh? What they want to do, kill me? Argh. Going crazy here.

As if the day couldnt get any worser, we had the international science thing. I miniminied all the way through. I just threw away 5% of my marks. AND I DONT CARE. My physics is gonna fail anw. THEN WE HAD TO RUSH TO GEOG REMEDIAL, AND LISTEN TO MISS OR CRAP. She delayed us by almost 1 hour okay! 40min of geog is already enough for me man. And she dang hell scared me. Halfway through i guess i started to close my eyes. And i was almost a full sleeping idiot when she suddenly emphasised a word which jolt me up. Urgh, today's not a very good day for me. It's not that she's not good. She's super kind, but she just teaches very boringly.

And so the day just ended like that. Other than joycelyn (and me) having hunger pangs later on. Oh and she decided not to sprint with that guy anymore. Sheeeeesh, running 2.4km tmr. Didnt know we had to run even w/o training. But hey, would it be netball if it wasnt like that? whatever, just live with it Christabel.

xxx

What shall we do about that problem? Or rather, what shall i do?

what we could have been, 10:16 PM.

I just came here to say something.
That is,
I think i've lost weight. And i think i've grown taller ;DD





By A Bit.
Christabel is going crazy here yo.

what we could have been, 12:03 AM.
Sunday, April 27, 2008

rahh.
As i'm typing here, a stupid housefly is buzzing around me,
thanks to my SISTER.
She brought this damned fly into the room.
Anw i think i'm over____, though i said it will be 29389276782369826 years later .__.
I know i know :'(
Currently frantically(?) adding seniors in msn.
This is a short post.
My Dad's killing me.

what we could have been, 5:45 PM.
Saturday, April 26, 2008

X influences me a lot.
And the problem is, i dont even know why. Maybe its cause x is kind of like my role model. Urgh. I need to talk. But there's seemingly no one i can talk to. It's not because i dont trust anyone. I think the only one i dont trust is myself.

Many things are weighing on my mind. The only time i forget them is when i'm mugging hard. After everything i'm supposed to do is done, all these things come back to me. Maybe i should try eating ice cream. You know i dont mind long times alone. I dont mind thinking about them. It's just frustrating thinking about them but not finding a solution. This problem is not gonna end until ______. And that will be some 29389276782369826 years later.

Living without any goals is pathetic. Maybe that's why i drift around aimlessly everyday.

what we could have been, 6:45 PM.

HEY.
It's the weekend again. What does it portray? More homework.
I seriously dont get teachers.
They say they want us to score well. So they add our workload.
And we do, and we do, and we do. The remaining time we have left we use it to sleep. We dont even have time to revise. Want us to score well? Bullshit.
Anyway, a couple of things happened today. I think i was rather cold to weilin today. SORRY. I dont feel okay. I'm super troubled, which i think will become a everyday thing in the future. I cant say the reason. Everyone has secrets. I just feel dumb troubling myself with this dang problem. hahs. dang. just learnt it from somewhere. i forgot. I just think it's cute. haha. So where did i stop? Oh yeah. The couple of things. School was boring, as usual. And i wasnt in a good mood so i didnt feel good the whole day. Didnt play around with friends. Just sat and stared into space. Had the gym test today. Got 33. Rawr. I was laughing when i did it. And speeech and drama. Dang(!!). I think it was the REAL test today. So the two classes combined. And i dunno why i suddenly went back to as crazy as i was in primary school days and started laughing. Couldnt act. Laughed as i talked. Rawr. I continued laughing till my laughter ran out. Srsly luh. Then stayed back to do D and T. Chionged ike hell. Uh. I spent 1hour waiting for nothing. Then chionged through. My hands had glue all over it. Then went with Joyce, Weilin and Yile to apparently see Ms Tan play basketball. She wasnt playing. Mr Lee and someother seniors and guys. Heck them. Joyce kept going practically everyday, you see that guy so shuai. Wahahah. She's crazy our guys. Anw, i'm super faithful to netball lorh(.__.) They all seeing (guys) playing and i looked at the netballers. So we four were practically leaning on each other back to back. Four sides. Haha. We sat there and stared for super long(except suddenly Ms Tan went talking on the phone and asked us to rmb numbers. Each person one. Good use of human resource .__.). I think netball's so fun. I am SO in love with it. I could look at the seniors play for the whole day. Anyway, what i wanted to complain was, they cancel CCA got use meh? Everyone still staying back to play (and chen ji complete projects). Including slacking like me. Only diff we can play and do what we want cause there's no coach. I'm staying back on mon again. I dont want to come home. Maybe the seniors are playing agn. Then i can stare again. Sigh. This is how pathetic my life is. Ohoh, Ms Tan taught us retarded marching. Then after a while we got up and started to retard march, then competed using Ah Wang's running. WAHAAH. I won. Who could imitate him better then me? I'm a SUPER retard. Yea you all can call me a retard. I dont mind. The name's cute ((: So after that went retarded marched to canteen and joyce's mum reached so weilin and joycelyn went back. Yile wanted to go back cause her sister is like at the bus stop too. I didnt want. It was like, only 5plus? But in the end still went. But sth happened and she got angry at her sis. Then it was 6. My bus comes in half hour's time. Didnt want to go out .__. SO we (again!!) retardedly sat on the stairs outside general office. In the end we still decided to walk to the bus stop. Then saw claudia so we waved and she waved and yea, you know. Speaking of claudia, I was going up the bus this morn. Then she always sits on the 2nd level. And there was one big guy sitting beside me. So yea. Then when the bus reached the school i was like taking my bag and stepping out then suddenly she walked past me. RAWR. Got a shock. Okay i know this is lame. Whatever. Anw it's fun to smile BIGBIG and wave hi every morn. This senior's nice ;D Practically all the senior's are nice. Okay back back back. Then we went to bus stop and i got home. Did i type alot in this post? I think i did. Okay it's 12.55am now. I started this post at 11am. Uh it's all because of xuanying. She keep talking to me .__. haha. Okay i think i shall stop here. Andand one more thing:
People, MUG HARD FOR MID YEAR!! ;DD

what we could have been, 12:57 AM.
Thursday, April 24, 2008

What gives you the right to use me?
I'm not your assesory. I'm not a tool you can use when you want.
Do things yourself. I'm not your mum. I'm not your fairy godmother.
Please, stop it.
I'm sick of you. I'm sick and tired of you.
Stop asking me to do things for you. Get that rusty muscles of yours working.
The voice of you irks me.
Christabel, do this. Christabel, do that.
Get off my back.
Stop being lazy. Do your homework. You are supposed to be our role model.
You try to act young. Act all you want. Wear your scanty clothes.
Just Get Off Me.

xxx

Training's off for now. Can't wait for the netball league. Starts on 26thMay. I'm missing training. Sometimes i wonder. I hate running. I hate whatever makes me tired i do in training. Yet i love the feeling. The feeling of accomplishment. When my teammates are all cheering for me. When my seniors pulled me when i wanted to give up. Thank you. I hope my thanks express everything.

xxx

Things are getting complicated between friends. I dont want to think about it. I shall and will live normally. I will pass every day as per normal. Just let me stop thinking about it. I hate this type of relationships. I have had enough of it for almost thirteen years.

Had the mediacorp record challenge thing today. Wasnt really looking forward to it. And i was right not to. It's not our fault if we spill the water. Stop picking on nicole. The mediacorp people are so ______. I cant find the right word. Esp the one in green. He is seriously so himbo. And he's a gay. I know i shouldn't think of it from one angle. But i cant. I'm too shallow. Urgh.

Sorry for this post. I'm just sick of everything. I'm in a crappy mood this week. Forgive me.

what we could have been, 10:43 PM.
Saturday, April 19, 2008

Yo people.
I know i'm not updating. But i wont be updating so much alr. Though i know my posts are alreasy so pathetic now. Mid year's coming. Havent revised for ALL subs. Esp geog, hist and physics. Oh i'm so gonna die. Some of our C'div had their first real match (: Nice job guys! It's because the opponents are super tall ( and the center is aggressive xD). Okay i shall end here.
BYEBYE ;D

what we could have been, 2:49 PM.
Sunday, April 13, 2008

Hey people.
I realise i havent been visiting people's blogs. Changed ALOT. I'm so slow. Haha. I finally finished my work (: RAWR. I'm starting to unlove the font type in my blog. It seems fat. Anyway, went to watch this drama yesterday. Joycelyn's dad fetched me there. I know why she eats so fast already. Her father finished his char kuay teow in a few mouths. Haha. Serious. That was the fastest lunch i had ever eaten. We were like rushing for time. I think we finished in less then 10 minutes. After that he sent us to the national library. Then we walked to Junction 8. WE WALKED ONE WHOLE BIG ROUND. Stupid us. Haha. We shopped for presents. And we got something for clarissa. I got another for Kristine. I'm still owing Puijeng's, Esther Sim's, Jing's, Shuyi's, and weilin's which is on Tues, Meredith's and Esther Lee's one coming up soon. I am gonna be SO broke on my next shopping trip. After that Nicholas came with another senior and he went first. Joyce and me continued. Then weiyang came (long story) and we went back to the national library. Saw vera and lynette there. Then waited for Clar. She was wearing green. I was wearing green. Joyce was wearing green. Nicholas was wearing green. It was green day. LOL. Anw after that we went in. The show was super lame but super funny. Haha. I think they acted well though ((: Later we went back to juction 8 agn and i hitched Joyce's car back to aunt mary's house again ;x evil me. I didn't know how to go back. It was super awkward in the car. For me only. Her father, nainai, sisters and cousin was in the car too. I just felt weird. I kept quiet all the way. Haha. We didn't take neoprint in the end. Though it was green day ;DD
OHOH, IF, IF i remember corretly, we'll officially be C'div tomorrow under Miss Puva. I just hope my skills improve. They suck like hell.

PS: My mum TALKED alot at Parent-Teacher meeting- urgh.

BYEBYE.

what we could have been, 6:10 PM.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008

HeyHEY.
Actually didnt want to post today, but saw a really, really cute post. Maybe i'm mad, but i think it's funny. Gail posted it ;DD i'm not ripping, i'm borrowing. haha. Here it is.

MONDAY-we started doing homework that needs to be handed in by tues.
TUESDAY-we do homework for wed
WEDNESDAY-we do homework for thurs
THURSDAY-we do homework for fri
FRIDAY-thinking that we'll have a nice weekend? NAH! we do that whole pile of homework for the weekend
SAT-we're still doing that mountain pile
SUNDAY-rushing against time to finish up!

and when its monday again, the cycle repeats itself. crazy? but its the truth. i just don't get it with teachers. can't we just have a nice weekend free of homework? i know we only get that kind of treatment once in 6 years, 4 years and 2 years. teachers are soooo unkind. if any teacher reads this, my advice to you is to just do a self reflection and you'll find out that you should improve by giving less homework. the more you give, the more you mark. so what's the point? might as well be good to everyone including yourself xD

It's damn cute right?! I LOLed after that. As in literally laughed out loud. Haha. Like i said, i wasnt actually going to post today so i'm ending here ((:

what we could have been, 7:29 PM.

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