Monday, June 18, 2007

todae,
woke up.
felt sick. went to school stui.
missed my frwens.
but den my whole body was achinqq.
could not concentrate.
so in dhe end ii onlie attended half-day school.
went tuh hlp my sis and frwen do ic.
ii was feelin weak. too weak to walk.
so ii stayed in dhe car. it turned out to be pretty fast.
1 hr actually.
den went to see doc.
my aunt help me take a number.
41.
dammit.
when ii went dhere it was 33.
ii sat and waited.
waited. wAITED waited waited.
agn and agn.
1hr ltr finally went in.
for dhe ferrs time in my life see doc so long!!
andd ii 10.30 got out of sch, 1pm see doc.
"fantastic. ii relish it."
dammit dammit.
den take medicine. dhe pills are BIG.
henqq stui can swallow.
den ii ate and slp,
ate andd slp.
no appetite sia. slpt from 3(ii tink) to 7plus.
reallie pig.
den went to do hw.
now as ii tink baqq,
ii realised dhe 3 meals ii ate todae did not even add up to my 1 meal normally.
breakfast=> one cup water, 1 pinch of kui.
lunch=> a few mouths of chicken rice. maybe 3-4?
dinner=> 5-6 small mouths of maggie. less than1/4 of it.
maybe to some pple is alot but to me is little. ii till now stui damn full.
wudeva.
su-possed tuh be slping now.
dun want.
so earlie. wanna me die?
hais.
not in dhe mood tuh do anything.
but tomolo most probably ii will be goinqq sch.
hope i'll feel better by tomorrow.
wish me a speedy recovery :)

what we could have been, 10:24 PM.