Thursday, April 24, 2008
What gives you the right to use me?
I'm not your assesory. I'm not a tool you can use when you want.
Do things yourself. I'm not your mum. I'm not your fairy godmother.
Please, stop it.
I'm sick of you. I'm sick and tired of you.
Stop asking me to do things for you. Get that rusty muscles of yours working.
The voice of you irks me.
Christabel, do this. Christabel, do that.
Get off my back.
Stop being lazy. Do your homework. You are supposed to be our role model.
You try to act young. Act all you want. Wear your scanty clothes.
Just Get Off Me.
xxx
Training's off for now. Can't wait for the netball league. Starts on 26thMay. I'm missing training. Sometimes i wonder. I hate running. I hate whatever makes me tired i do in training. Yet i love the feeling. The feeling of accomplishment. When my teammates are all cheering for me. When my seniors pulled me when i wanted to give up. Thank you. I hope my thanks express everything.
xxx
Things are getting complicated between friends. I dont want to think about it. I shall and will live normally. I will pass every day as per normal. Just let me stop thinking about it. I hate this type of relationships. I have had enough of it for almost thirteen years.
Had the mediacorp record challenge thing today. Wasnt really looking forward to it. And i was right not to. It's not our fault if we spill the water. Stop picking on nicole. The mediacorp people are so ______. I cant find the right word. Esp the one in green. He is seriously so himbo. And he's a gay. I know i shouldn't think of it from one angle. But i cant. I'm too shallow. Urgh.
Sorry for this post. I'm just sick of everything. I'm in a crappy mood this week. Forgive me.
I'm not your assesory. I'm not a tool you can use when you want.
Do things yourself. I'm not your mum. I'm not your fairy godmother.
Please, stop it.
I'm sick of you. I'm sick and tired of you.
Stop asking me to do things for you. Get that rusty muscles of yours working.
The voice of you irks me.
Christabel, do this. Christabel, do that.
Get off my back.
Stop being lazy. Do your homework. You are supposed to be our role model.
You try to act young. Act all you want. Wear your scanty clothes.
Just Get Off Me.
xxx
Training's off for now. Can't wait for the netball league. Starts on 26thMay. I'm missing training. Sometimes i wonder. I hate running. I hate whatever makes me tired i do in training. Yet i love the feeling. The feeling of accomplishment. When my teammates are all cheering for me. When my seniors pulled me when i wanted to give up. Thank you. I hope my thanks express everything.
xxx
Things are getting complicated between friends. I dont want to think about it. I shall and will live normally. I will pass every day as per normal. Just let me stop thinking about it. I hate this type of relationships. I have had enough of it for almost thirteen years.
Had the mediacorp record challenge thing today. Wasnt really looking forward to it. And i was right not to. It's not our fault if we spill the water. Stop picking on nicole. The mediacorp people are so ______. I cant find the right word. Esp the one in green. He is seriously so himbo. And he's a gay. I know i shouldn't think of it from one angle. But i cant. I'm too shallow. Urgh.
Sorry for this post. I'm just sick of everything. I'm in a crappy mood this week. Forgive me.
what we could have been, 10:43 PM.
