Saturday, April 26, 2008
X influences me a lot.
And the problem is, i dont even know why. Maybe its cause x is kind of like my role model. Urgh. I need to talk. But there's seemingly no one i can talk to. It's not because i dont trust anyone. I think the only one i dont trust is myself.
Many things are weighing on my mind. The only time i forget them is when i'm mugging hard. After everything i'm supposed to do is done, all these things come back to me. Maybe i should try eating ice cream. You know i dont mind long times alone. I dont mind thinking about them. It's just frustrating thinking about them but not finding a solution. This problem is not gonna end until ______. And that will be some 29389276782369826 years later.
Living without any goals is pathetic. Maybe that's why i drift around aimlessly everyday.
And the problem is, i dont even know why. Maybe its cause x is kind of like my role model. Urgh. I need to talk. But there's seemingly no one i can talk to. It's not because i dont trust anyone. I think the only one i dont trust is myself.
Many things are weighing on my mind. The only time i forget them is when i'm mugging hard. After everything i'm supposed to do is done, all these things come back to me. Maybe i should try eating ice cream. You know i dont mind long times alone. I dont mind thinking about them. It's just frustrating thinking about them but not finding a solution. This problem is not gonna end until ______. And that will be some 29389276782369826 years later.
Living without any goals is pathetic. Maybe that's why i drift around aimlessly everyday.
what we could have been, 6:45 PM.
